After 26-hour long and disturbing journey I'm nearly crashing down. With people from counties sitting around me talking full of joy, scenery outside the window changing from green to grey and pale white, I clearly felt my heart sinking and all those dirty words hitting my mind.
It's all over now. Sound of the train, texi, tutor and classmates has died away, I sat in front of the laptop wondering how this semester is gonna be. My roomates have all returned much earlier . Three years for the first time we reached an ultimately agreement that we're gonna take a job rather than receive further education(except I still have the HK plan) and Beijing is far from an ideal working place. Although this agreement does not mean much to me, at least I feel I'm not living among Beijing fans, which is rather an comforting thought.
Now that the grey life has begun. I'm never confident enough to make it colorful but I'll' try to make it seen less dark. So I decided to go out shopping. Some interpreting learning materials are in need.
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well, reality is reality, unavoidable. sigh...
I cannot see hope in the future of Chinese graduate education. And I think that education is terrible and horrible.
I'm in agreement with you that exterior acomplishment cannot replace the spiritual riches in one's heart.
I think you are amazing, because you are not among those who don't even know what they really need.
I really like your creative thought of using affair and marriage as a metaphor for ideal and reality, terrific one:)
I see no future of Chinese tertiary education either, especially social and art subjects.every university cultivates students who are better to do research and who are willing to get a job in the same way.I don't know what these graduates will turn out to be. will there be some guys who could do some shallow research-I can't even call that a research, or who knows vaguely how to do their job but has no experience at all. now I only wish I could learn something to enrich my heart. then after graduation I have to either apply to a university that could provide me with a decent career training or hunt a job to get some experience. alas, this horrible city and its horrible education. I think the city and I are really done.
now that this vital year has finally come when we all have to make significant decisions for our future, I wish we could all realise our dreams and especially, get rid of this education system^_^
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